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Free Hardcore Sex Stories - Lonely
"I'm afraid for us, Adam," I said, as he held me looking down on me. "Are we falling a part?"
I really was worried about us. I was mostly worried about me and how I was feeling. The depression that set in when I realized how lonely I was feeling worried me that I would soon get angry with him and tell him off. I didn't want to lose him, yet at the same time I felt like he wasn't there for me anyway. We were drifting a part. Or maybe it was me that was drifting away from him.
I found it so hard to fantasize of him anymore. Sometimes it felt like I couldn't even picture him there with me anymore. It hurt inside so much to feel that lonely and have a boyfriend. There were times when I felt much lonelier with a boyfriend, than I did without one. My girlfriend asked how that could be. I told her because when I didn't have someone, I didn't expect anything. Now that I had one, I expected and wanted to be with him.
"I don't think we are falling a part, darling. I've just been so busy," he said, looking his sincere self. Sometimes I didn't know if he really meant it or he was just good at pretending to be. "Why? Do you feel like we are?"
"I'm afraid, Adam. I'm afraid of how I am feeling, of what I am thinking, of the things I want to say and the anger and hurt that I feel. I don't want to stop loving you," I said, as tears ran down my cheeks. I really didn't want to lose him. I loved him so much that all this loneliness left a big hole in my heart and a feeling of emptiness. I found myself online more often, talking to people just to have someone there for me. I thought of the men more that I talked to than I did Adam lately and that frightened me for us even more.
"I really do love you. There's nothing else I can do to show you than I do," he said.
"How about finding time to be with me? Not hunting, not with your friends, not with the lodge, not with your job. Everything is more important to you than I am." That's how I felt about things. I didn't want to keep my feelings in anymore because I was afraid the more I did, the more we would separate, and the more my feelings would take over my brain. I didn't want to blow up at him. I just wanted him to know what I was feeling.
"Those are obligations that I had before you. I can't help it," he said, looking straight into my eyes. But as sincere as he seemed to be, some of those things like hunting didn't seem very important to me. It wasn't taking away the fact that I was alone and lonely.
"I'm afraid of how I am feeling. I have been online a lot more talking to people. I find myself thinking about them more than you sometimes. I'm so lonely that I'm out on the Internet trying to find someone to talk to. I shouldn't be thinking about other people. I should be thinking about you, but it's hard to even picture you sometimes because I see you so little."
"I don't know what to say. I really do try the best I can to get over here." I hated that sincere look he gave me sometimes. It made me believe him no matter how I was feeling inside myself.
"I'm afraid of falling out of love with you. I don't want to lose you," I said as I cried before him.
"I don't want to lose you either. I love you," he said. "I really do enjoy hearing your voice on the phone, seeing your smile when you see me, feeling you wrapped up in my arms."
"I hate you," I said, but of course didn't mean it.
"You do not or you would have just told me to go to Hell. You love me and you know it. Don't leave me." I looked into his beautiful blue eyes and with my hand behind his neck, pulled him down to kiss me.
Without a word he took my shirt from my upper body to reveal my large breasts and stiff nipples. I took his hands and placed them on each breast. I stopped breathing all together for a moment as his hands burned my skin from their own natural heat. Adam bent down to bite on a nipple and lick each in time. I squirmed out of my own pants and panties to give him access to all of me. How I wanted him and needed him to touch me and to fuck me until we came together.
I smiled as I let my hands reach his zipper so I could take the fabric away from the place I wanted so much. As they slid down his legs, so did I, till I kneeled before this man that took control of my mind and body. I grabbed onto his hot ass as I let my tongue lick circles around the head of his cock before descending all the way down to the base. A shriek came to his mouth before he latched onto my head, forcing me to suck his cock all the way out and all the way back in. My fingertips reached his balls and the inside of his thighs. I ran them up over hips and around to his small, sexy ass. He squirmed before me as he pushed his cock deep into the wetness of my mouth.
Adam grabbed me up suddenly away from his hard shaft. "You are driving me wild. I am going to cum too fast if you don't stop." He laid me on my bed spreading my legs and lifting my knees.
He blew cold air on my clit making me leap before him. His fingers went right to my clit to wiggle it back and forth. I squirmed madly as my hips did figure eight's. No one had ever played with my cunt like that. No one had touched me better than I could, before Adam.
"See how many fingers you can put inside of me," I said to him.
I felt a finger or two going inside of me deep as it could go. I cried out in ecstasy. "More. See if you can put in more, Adam."
I felt the pressure of more of his mighty fingers entering the wetness that awaited them. I forced my hips down on them, hard, nearly hurting myself, but not being able to help it. I needed to feel all of him. I had to be so full of him that it nearly hurt me. He continued to finger my clit and fuck my insides at the same time. I shivered, only breathing heavy and rasping between breaths. I could no longer think. I could only move the way my body wanted me, too.
"Fuck me, Adam. Please, fuck me," I cried out. I had to feel his hard cock in me. I didn't want to wait another minute. All the months of waiting had come to this, and I needed it now. He mounted me almost cat-like, a jaguar pouncing upon his prey. He could have me if he willed. He controlled me with the power that forced itself into me.
I lifted my legs up and around his waist. His cock slipped right into my dripping pussy. I could hear how wet he made me and feel the dampness upon my ass. I held my breath as he hit the back wall of my cunt. Then he slipped out of me to drive his way as deep as he could go. Adam moved faster with each thrust. I touched his hips and side and ass as he moved in and out. I bit his ear, then kissed him hard again and again. I cried out his name as I felt the pressure of my own approaching orgasm. He slowed his pace, not yet cumming or letting me cum. His hand slipped between our sweating bodies to my clit. He fingered my clit as he fucked me in the same rhythmic motion. My hips met him as he came into me. No one had ever fingered my clit and rode me from being on top of me before. It drove me into some wild state of near orgasm for awhile before driving me over the edge.
"Adam!!!" I yelled as I quivered wildly trying hard to not to push him from inside of me.
I felt his body stiffen up against me, his cock buried as deep as it would go. The warmth from his cum went straight to my soul. I locked on him not letting go. I had never been able to cum in wild succession as I had with Adam, I could still feel the hardness of his cock inside of me as I kissed him over and over again, still rocking slowly. I felt as if I was on top of waves, on an ocean of passion.
Adam rolled over and I lay my head on his chest, stabbing my tongue at his hard nipple every now and then. I cried from emotion, from passion. He reached down playing softly with my breast. My leg draped over his as I let my fingertips trace circles over his hips, thighs, balls, and up his cock. I couldn't stop touching him.
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